January 20, 2019
Dearest friends in Christ,
This office is such a CRAZY place. I'm so ANGRY and depressed. In the HR department, Tamara is the HR manager, and there is me and Thilini. Whatever the boring, worthless tasks, Tamara passes them down to us. She flatly refuses to train us and use our talents. But now she is interviewing people, girls with certificates but no work experience to be HR executives. Tamara or Andre just refuses to see me or Thilini as qualified individuals. What do you do when your bosses are stupid???
In every place I worked, bosses did their best o train us, invest in us and take full use of our abilities. But here, if you dress like a rich person and have social connections, you are valued. How shallow!!!
The office is teeming with problems. But Andre and Tamara just like ostriches with their heads tucked into sands of pretense!!! Tammy is taking meetings from all divisions to ask about the problems they are having with HR. But she just WON'T ask from HR and Admin two girls if they are having problems!!
We must report to work on Saturdays on a roster. There is NO work, but we must come because Andre want us to. Andre can't see that we are just wasting time electricity and resources. Now Tammy says that I must come twice a month!!! I asked her, employees in all other divisions manage the roster fairly everyone comes only ONCE a month. But she says I must come TTWICE!!!! Its SO UNFAIR!!! I told her that. Do you know what she says? Tammy said that I'm too negative and enrolled me into a half day of positivity training!!!
I need to stop fuming, stop riding this emotional roller coaster and sit at the feet of God and weep!! If there's anyone who need to sit at the presence of God and worship, that's me.
God has blessed me, delivered me from many demons and bondages, yet I'm still struggling to connect with God. When I go to prayer meetings, I feel refreshed. But at home, in my personal worship, I'm very lukewarm. My faith and hope falling apart, and I feel like I'm going back to my old ways. When it does, I fall into sin. It's a vicious cycle. I know Jesus loves me, and in my own wacky way I love Him too, so, why am I struggling so much to connect to this one person who loves me so much!! Please pray for me.
Please pray for the soul of Rukshan, that the fire of God will fill him and convict him of his sins and how much he needs Jesus. Rukshan is seeking comfort in all sins but wouldn't come to Jesus. Please pray that, God will surround him with thorny hedges so that he can't help but turn to Jesus. Please very specially pray for this poor soul. I want to see him coming to Friday prayer meeting and get delivered from all the demonic oppressions.
Please pray that God will take my hands and guide me in His paths as Isa 48: 17 Thus says the LORD, your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel, "I am the LORD your God, who teaches you to profit, who leads you in the way you should go.
Please pray for healing, deliverance and salvation of Nipuni, that the fire of God will fill her and deliver her. I'm trying to bring her to prayer meetings, but there are so many obstacles. ONLY GOD can save this soul who is so oppressed and hurting.
Please pray for Dave, that Holy fire of God fill his body, soul, and spirit, break satan's all kingdoms, and deliver him. please pray that Jesus Himself will build up Dave's soul and fill him with the fire of Holy Spirit.
Please pray for all my relatives of both my parent's sides generational curses, kingdoms of sattan, idol worship, occult, witchcraft, horoscopes... Please pray that fire of God would sweep through all these families, burn all kingdoms of satan, bless them with new repentant hearts and new steadfast souls and bring them to salvation and Jesus. Please pray that Holy Spirit filled Godly shepherds will come to their lives and bring gospel to them.
Please pray for Aunty Kanthi and all her family, that fire of God would sweep through all these souls, burn all kingdoms of Satan, bless them with new repentant hearts and new steadfast souls and bring them to salvation and Jesus. Please pray that Holy Spirit filled Godly shepherds will come to their lives and bring gospel to them. Please pray that God will meet all financial needs.
Thank you and God bless you all!!
Best wishes from,
January 7, 2019
Dearest friends in Jesus,
Thank you for praying for me By God's grace alone, I could get approval to repair the door locks and remote. Now its ok. Thank God!!! I'm still getting used to do multitasking. Going to the washroom is terrifying, because if Andre comes and catch the reception empty, God help me!!
I was wondering about a thing I was born a buddhist, and accepted Jesus as my Savior when I was 18. When I was a child, my Mama went to see the President of Sri Lanka to beg for a house from the Government built housing schemes. Those days I was only 10.
I remember making a big altar for hindu idols with flowers, lights and incense and begged them for a LONG TIME whole heartedly for a house of our own. When my parents were fighting like cats and dogs and killing each other, I comforted myself with thoughts that when I grow up, my marriage will be totally different. I think, I prayed to all the idols I knew, that my marriage will be a peaceful loving one and that my husband would love me completely. My parents knew astrology, palmistry and taught me those things. I must have checked about my marriage and husband from occult.
After accepting Jesus, I repented and stopped all these things. But up to now everything is barren. God save me, when I was young, did I hand over the authority to the devil regarding my marriage, husband, children, life, education, and having a home of my own?? God please save me!!! I totally completely repent of these things!! Please pray for me that God will break and destroy all devil's authority over my life.
Please pray for me that God who creates homes for little birds, squirrels, will create a home for me and bless me with a loving husband.
please pray that God will build up and strengthen my soul more and that Jesus would take away all the septic pus, fill His healing and bind up all wounds of my heart and soul.
Please pray for Rukshan, that fire of God will fill his body soul and spirit, destroy the kingdoms of satan, bless him with new repentant heart and new steadfast soul and bring him to salvation and Jesus.
Nipuni is really really hurting. I can discern, spirit of death, spirit of depression, spirit of mental illness, spirit of anger attacking her. I want to bring her to prayer meeting but she lives far away. God help her! please pray that the fire of God will fall on her and deliver her totally.
Please pray for my friend Dave he is son of a man of God. In his youth, he was raped by some men. Because of that he went through so much trauma. Even after many decades, satan is still holding Dave in a dungeon. Please pray for Dave, that Holy fire of God fill his body, soul, and spirit, break satan's all kingdoms, and deliver him. please pray that Jesus Himself will build up Dave's soul and fill him with the fire of Holy Spirit.
Please pray for all my relatives of both my parent's sides generational curses, kingdoms of sattan, idol worship, occult, witchcraft, horoscopes. Please pray that fire of God would sweep through all these families, burn all kingdoms of satan, bless them with new repentant hearts and new steadfast souls and bring them to salvation and Jesus.
I e-mailed video clips and testimony to my boss Andre. He didn't say anything, so I don't know how he reacted. Please pray for him, that the fire of God will flow through him, all his family and all employees of MAC and bring them to repentance and come to know Jesus as their savior. Please pray that Andre will make God, his Co-Partner, and GCEO, and build MAC Group of companies upon God, Rock of Ages. Please pray that God will send Godly leaders as managers to the company, and that His will be done in Andre's life and in MAC.
Thank you so much for your kindness and love!!
May God bless you all!!
Best wishes from,
January 3, 2019
Dear friends in Jesus,
Wish you all a blessed New year 2019 in Jesus!! May the holy fire of God continue to fill you build you empower you and bless you always and forever!!!
At work, my boss is more pressure putting LOTS of pressure on me. He wants me to operate the front doors by myself. So while handling all the phone calls, visitor inquiries, mail and couriers and all the typing work, I have to open the doors to visitors. I have learnt multitasking, but I have only two hands and two eyes. How am I to do this all!!!
Andre cant understand my problems. I don't know how I'm going to manage this. This means I have to stay in the reception. If I want to go to washroom, I must call someone and wait until she comes and sit at my place. This feels like a jail, Please God have mercy on me and deliver me from this!!
Please pray for my hands that God will remove all blocks in blood flow and heal my hands completely. At night I can't sleep because both my hands are hurting badly, it's terribly difficult when I write and sew. There is a bad back pain along my backbone. Please pray for my healing.
My pastor said through Holy Spirit that there are big needles like porcupine quills driven deep into me. Please pray for me that God will remove all acidic poison, needles of evil spirits from me and deliver me completely.
Please pray that God will build up and strengthen my soul more. Jesus came to this world to bind up the broken hearted and comfort those who are mourning. Please pray that Jesus would take away all the septic pus, fill His healing and bind up all wounds of my heart and soul.
Jesus is the Daddy God who creates homes for little birds, squirrels, rabbits. He provides them with families too. Those helpless little animals don't need to beg from anyone because God provides for them. Please pray for me that God will create a home for me and build up a loving family for me.
I video captured God's prophetic word for Rukshan and all my testimonies at Church. Then I recorded repentance, forgiveness and deliverance prayers and sent these videos and audios to Rukshan. There was a testimony of healing of Autism by a mother at Church. I sent that clip to Pradeepan. Today I'm going to try to get my boss Andr's e mail or contact to send him my testimony and a prophecy. I don't have much. But like that little boy's two loaves and fish, I want to give what I have to Jesus. If it's His will, may He move hearts and souls in to love and salvation of Jesus. Please pray for Andre, Pradeepan, Rukshan, that God will move in fire and save their souls.
Please pray for Nipuni and Gihan they were in a relationship but due to some problems they have broke up. Both are really hurting, and hurting each other senselessly. Nipuni is suicidal. Please pray for them, that God will heal their hearts, and bring them together in love.
I want to sew some dresses for myself please pray that God will bless me with wisdom and guidance to make few flattering dresses for my size of obese. Wish Im beautiful.
Thank you so much for your kindness, God bless you!!
Love from Sanju email@example.com