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August 4, 2010
I think I am having another attack of depression or something again I feel as if I must bash my head against a wall, till everything inside me stops. God I cant live like this anymore, I am living such a worthless life, worthless to me, worthless to others I will be completing 27 years of my life this month I have nothing to be proud of I have failed in everything I have failed in my jobs, education, love, personal life, spiritual life, social life people make fun of me because I have no career, I am not going forward It seems that I am not good enough to be even a friend. My life is like a ruined city, abandoned, best days gone by life passes me by. I have stopped living. I don't like living. I don't want to apply for jobs, do new things try all over again I don't like anything. My youth is passing by me and I can only watch it fades away. I have nothing to look forward into future.
In Sri Lanka there was a terrible war, accidents, diseases so many people with beautiful lives died. Nothing hit me. I wish that God took away me instead of my sister life without hope or love is something terrible than death itself but I have lost faith in love. I don't have the ability to love and I don't want to love ever again. But until a heart beats, we always love something or some ones, parents friends etc. if God ever created dangerous nuisance, its this thing called heart see, I cant commit suicide coz I keep sensing the deep misery of my parents. They both imagine that they have wasted their lives and that nothing worthwhile remained, except this creature that they call their daughter, worthless scarecrow in a barren field If I kill myself, this two people will die along with me. I don't mind killing myself; I don't want to kill them. I don't like living, I cant die, I have lost ability to pray, faith I don't know why I am writing to you even you people must have enough heartaches of your own without me adding to them I am so sorry so sorry. What do I do now?
From,
Sanju sanjupahalagamage@gmail.com
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August 16, 2010
Please Very Emergency Prayer Request, please put on the Altar, the soul of Nedime R and all her Family and dear ones, both living, and future and for the convertions and salvations of her husband Mehmet R and all their children and all their family trees, dear ones and for my brother Sherif for Divine faith and God's Will and for a very special intention about him and his family tree, for God's Will.
And for Mehmet, Irfan, Faruk, Ismail, Fevziye, Mufide, Nedime, Emile and all the family trees for healings of heaps, backs, lower backs and all other problems and for their greencards. And for Sherif for healing of pancreas and mind. And for Ismail for healings of deprssion. And for healing of Serap from terrible headache and for Healing of Sema from the virus in the blood that causes canser and for her and her baby's safety during pregnacy. And for Aylin and her new born baby Furkan, and the Father Faruk, for long lifes. And for Faruk Arda (5 years) for healing of the Blood clot in his neck growing like an egg and any other problems. And for Furkan for healing of jaundice. For Berke to be able to return to America to his father after his baby brother is born.
And for healings of Leyla, who has canser all over her body. For healings of Tahsin who injured his leg. For healings of Hikmiye who has large intestant canser and kidney problem. And for healings of Zekiye who has intestant canser.
Please pray for and Put on the Altar, the souls of all my family tree and dear ones and all those I ever prayed for, and all those I ever neglected to pray for, living and all those ever prayed for us,
Please pray Also for and put on the Altar, :Nedime and Mehmet and Fevziye and Irfan and Ali and Tahsin and Sherif and Ismail and Serap and Zeynep Sude and Faruk Arda and Mehmet Berke and Hamdi and Lara Nedime and -Faruk-and-mufide, Aylin, Alo and Zeynep and Emmun and Servet and Ayhan and Ufuk and Ugur Idil and Figen and Nuri and Ahmet and Sherif and Nadir and Oksan and Ibrahim and Selma and Yuksel and Aziz and Necim and Hasan, Sencer and Sezgin and Sinem and Ali and Idil and Rana and Semih and Mehmet Ali and Seda and Semra and Acip and Alo and Salih and Ahmet, Emir, Tanju and Nesime and Samiye and Hikmiye, Vedat, Ragibe, Fattum, Senem, Seval, Hasan, Huseyin, Salihs, Leyla, Enis, Hakan and Sherif and Emile and Sherife and Yildiz and Sema and Gracy and Luka and Kaya and Novah and all my family and all my people and all the children born, unborn and all families And Blood Lines of them and in the whole world, living and present, future members and our whole beings, body, spirit, mind, brain, bones, blood, heart, organs, senses and souls, spiritually, physically, emotionally, financially, socially, generationally, intergenerationally, that the LORD God, In the Name of Jesus Christ and will have Mercy on us, convert us, forgive us, deliver us from all things that not of Him, will heal us, grant us longest, healthiest, happiest, holiest, most blessed and protected lifes, salvation, Holy visions, Holy revelations about the Truth, bath us in the Blood of Jesus and will fill us with His Holy Ghost, clothe us with His Divine Grace, surround us with all His Holy Angels and Saints, consecrate us to the Most Precious Blood of Jesus and not any enemy will ever be able to harm us or any dear ones or anything that blong to us in any way and that nothing and nobody will be able to prevent GOD's Will, destined for us from all eternity, from being entirely fullfilled in our lives and He will solve all our problems and will set us free from all intergenerational evils and curses, dangers, disasters, sickness, death and enemies of all kinds. And for Mufide and all her family and needs and intentions and prayer lists and solution of all problems and for her and all her family members greencard.
And all souls from the womb to tomb and Miles, J Young, Morel, Post, Soos, Cooper, Frey.
And for Ali and Tahsin and Irfan and Sherif and Faruk and Ismail and Fevziye and Mehmet and Mufide for all kinds of healings and deliverance from all addictions and intergenerational evils and disasters of all kinds. For Ali healing of diabetees. For Ismail and his family and and for Sherif and his family and for Irfan and his family, and for Faruk and his family and for all my brothers and their families. And for Healings of Lara Nedime (9 years) and Faruk Arda (5 years)after the divorce of their parents and the death of their grand mother who was taking care of them. And for Fevziye, Mehmet, Faruk, Ismail, Zeynep Sude, Serap, Aylin, for a very blessed visit to see us in America and for their convertions to Christ with no problems at all. And for Semra for God's will about all her intentions.
And for Mehmet R and his family/ Eshref R and his family special intention, God's Will.
And that the Lord God, now, will destroy the power of our enemies and of the enemies of His Church and will bring us and all nations to Jesus Christ, In Jesus Name.
And for Fevziye for healing after the death of her mother, for losing weight, and to be able to sell her 2 ipods and the watch because she cannot see the numbers and for Mufide to sell the car as soon as possible.
God will Bless you abundantly from Heaven, and make you, and all those praying for us and us Saints, in Jesus's Mighty Name I pray.
Mufide. mary_rende@yahoo.com
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August 20, 2010
Father In Heaven, our nephew, Matthew, was born with a leg that is smaller than the other one. This leg has recently been injured and the doctor is suggesting surgery. Please bring complete healing and may Matthew love and trust You through all of this. Also, his parents are in the midst of a divorce, and his sister is shedding many tears, longing for a healthy family and for a good relationship with her mom. Matthew is also suffering because of an unhealthy family. Please bring healing, transformation, forgiveness, and reconciliation to each family member. I pray all of this in Jesus' name. Amen.
Father In Heaven, You are aware of my mother, Linda, and her health concerns. As You know, O Lord Almighty God, she has symptoms of clogged arteries. Although she had a triple bypass years ago, the benefits of this operation only last a certain number of years. She has a tooth that needs to be removed surgically and has thin blood with a history of being a bleeder. She also has an aneurism in her chest. My mother is too old to endure another heart or aneurism operation of this magnitude, according to her doctor. Also, she has been losing confidence in her ability to drive and accomplish simple tasks. She has very little energy and needs to have frequent rests. If it is Your will, please give my mother, Linda, the gift of health, confidence, and independence. Give her the strength and faith to continue interceding earnestly for others with a heart of compassion. I pray that she will remain faithful to You and for Your appointments in her life. In Jesus' name. Amen.
Father In Heaven, I know that You are our provider. My husband and I need income to last us through until October 2010. As You know, Lord, our employment situations have changed over the summer months. I am trusting that You will provide for us, Almighty God, like You alway do. So please provide for all of our needs. Also, please provide a great job for my husband that he would enjoy, that would draw him closer to You, that would pay well, and be according to Your will and timing, not mine, so only good would come of it. In the wonderful name of Jesus, I pray. Amen.
Lord Almighty God, our daughter, Laura, is Your child. May she know, experience and receive Your great love for her. Please bring her to a place of forgiveness toward those who have betrayed her trust, rejected her or hurt her. I pray that she would think the best of others and not take offense. I pray that she would have a trusting, close relationship with her parents and a positive relationship with her sister. Keep jealousy and envy far away from her. Please influence her to tell the truth even when it's difficult. May she hunger for intimacy with You and, in response, begin to read her Bible and pray regularly. She is seriously considering marriage. I ask for only Your choice of husband, so please close the doors that need to be closed and open the doors in her life that need to be opened according to Your plan. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ I pray. Amen.
Father in Heaven, I pray that our daughter, Lisa, and her friends would return to relationship with You and Godly influences, that Lisa would set her face like flint toward Jesus, determined to serve Him forever. I pray that Lisa and her friends would desire You more than they desire their romantic relationship, more than they desire having fun, or accomplishing goals. Please open their eyes to Your truth, eliminate deception, and give them a consistent, stable, intimate walk with You. May they live this life from the perspective of eternity. I ask that they would live a disciplined life of prayer and declaration of Your word, the Bible. I ask that Lisa and her friends would reconcile with the body of Christ and become active again in corporate worship. May no unclean words come out of their mouths and may they become like Jesus in attitude, thought, word, and deed. Bring them to an awareness of their need, repentance, and communion with You as Lord of their lives, trusting You completely and putting You and Your will first. In Jesus name. Amen.
shurrocks@limestone.on.ca
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